Struggling

I'm so sorry you're going through this. It sounds like the love you have for your son is keeping you sane and you should focus on that whenever you feel like drugs are going to fix you.

You are sober for a reason. You made a decision to make your life better and more fulfilling. You are strong enough to find a new therapist. Look at it from a different perspective, you were strong enough to give up on you addiction in order to discover a better version of yourself. A phone call or two are nothing compared to that.

Please find a new therapist who understands what you're going through. Your current situation invalidates your sobriety and that's wrong.

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