You never read what I said , did you . I didn't doubt he was trying to hurt you only that iron was the most unlikely thing to use . I never once said he wasn't trying to kill me and if you would have added the stuff about the Cushing's I would have asked if there was any long term damage as there could have been .I think some of what was going on has sometime to do with you . If you took from my statement that I was not condemning the person you say abused you then you are being very paranoid. You never mentioned anything but the iron in your statement I was only giving you my opinion on the iron and as you are not a child and that you are a woman that has a natural outlet for the disposal of excess iron . My mansplaining of the pills as you say it comes from the fact that I am a cardiac certified R.N. with more than two decades of experience and know more about medicine than most people . I am also a survivor of abuse and would never tell someone that they were not abused . I was raped and beaten by more than one person over 18 years , so get off your high horse and understand all men are not trying to hurt you . Don't even try to use the I don't understand card with me as I have been through more than your can possibly know . I gave you sound medical advice based on years of experience and college education . You sound like you looked up the worst case scenario and assumed that it mattered . Again you are female with a natural outlet for the off loading of iron and you are not a child so stop it . Besides how did he force you to take 180 pills over the course of two or three days anyway . You sound more paranoid than anything . You also need to work on your attitude as like I said I was on your side until you showed your mental defects in your post . Just for your education a person would have to take 20mg per kg per day for atleast a week to get to overdose levels . Yes you took an overdose but as you didn't take it for very long there was very little chance of long term damage and again as you are not a child it is very rare for adults for it to cause damage .