3. Is there a phase mid-transition where you get super hopeless and depressed?

Is there a phase mid-transition where you get super hopeless and depressed?

i think i just hit the mid transition stage this week... and it' making me wonder if my choice of transitioning is correct or not. on a normal day before all this, i can usually find the girl/cuteness inside of me maybe once in a week when looking through the mirror. now all i see is a man staring back. i hates every seconds of it.

my body start to become more feminine, but my small breasts seems too awkward on top of my large rib cage. i hate it that my body is too manly and feels i might stuck in between the male/female midground forever...

what makes everything worse is that i have no one to talk to about what i am feeling. lost everyone since i started transitioning, and is afraid to make new connections due to bad past experiences. parents are not supportive, trying to talk me out of my transition everytime. father denies me for ffs even though he agrees to it at first. cant go to therapist because they are too costly and i needs to use the money on hair removal and saving towards ffs...

im sure everyone have their own ups and downs in life, but why does it still feel like we always gets the the shorter end of the stick? I hate my life. though Im not going to suicide... i really wish i was never born...

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