There's no getting better

To say I'm into art is an understatement, it's the only thing that makes me happy. I find everything gets more calculated today; human behavior studied and made more predictable, even love is watered down to a chemical reaction. Numbers and mathematical equations are used to explain the universe and its laws. To me, art is the anomaly in this calculated world. I started writing and I have ideas to develop, I want to learn guitar, and to draw, but I can barely survive each day, I can't stand the amount of time it'll take to be financially stable to be able to pursue those things. You can't survive off them in this society unless you're amazing at them.

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