I'm a sort of bisexual guy. I know that we're all on a spectrum of sexuality with various shade of grey. My shade is a weird one where Ive only ever felt romantically for women, and most of the time, I only like women, but just in some ways I'll like guys. Like every here and there, there'll be one who I really fancy. And if Im already sexually charged, I'll start liking the ideas of guys. Ive never really wanted to call myself bisexual because to me this is just natural sexualism in that grey area, but for the sake of brevity, I'll just say I'm bisexual.

Ive never told any friends. I explored it as a teen with a couple of them but as adults, it never came up or anything. And I figure it's not something I really need to come out as. No one would even really care lol and like why should I make my business theirs? Ssems awkward to me. It's different if your sexuality had a bigger impact on your life, but for me it doesnt seem as such.

Ive always seen it as something that will just present itself naturally. If I ever end up witha boyfriend then that'll be a big enough hint, you know? And where my gay side comes through so infrequently, there arent really many times where it organically presents itself. But I want to not block it when it does.

Sexuality is a weird thing.