4dp6dt and I’m greasy and my sense of smell is heightened and I feel periodic twinges and my joints are popping and I want it to be success. I’m pretty sure it isn’t, I’m pretty sure it’s PEO, but damn I really want it to have worked. I tested out the trigger. It showed 1dpt and 2dpt and then was gone yesterday and is still gone today.

Feeling sad right now and scared about the passage of time. I regret telling the two friends I told about the transfer. When is the soonest a FRER would give a proper result? Tomorrow, right?

I don’t regret testing at home because it would be worse to be blindsided by the phone call. Anyone else hate how you can tell if it’ll be bad news or not from the clinic staff’s voice? And time they call? The 2 clinics I worked with had the same deal. I could tell if good news or bad news based on how early in the day they called and how they sounded when they said hello. Just sad right now. Maybe it is too soon to call it but I am sad and it probably didn’t work.