I've destroyed a cell phone before, just because I forgot to turn it off before I went to sleep, it woke me up ringing, and I woke up in the morning to find it crushed like a sledgehammer had been taken to it. Didn't even remember breaking it. Must have done in unconsciously, rolled back over and went back to sleep once the problem was solved.

I live alone now, just because I nearly did to that cellphone what I did to my mother's neck the last time I stayed overnight at her place.

I woke up the second time when she was about to come out of the bathroom, but I do not boot up right when forced awake. So I know kinda how that feels. Your underlying programming is just so paranoid and violent, that your auto-pilot can be lethal.