yeah, i'd agree, but the thing is that i'm... pretty sure that she wasn't expecting us to live like. right next to each other on campus like we do lol, so i don't know if she still doesn't want to talk to me during college? (because the only reason i know this is bc at the start of senior year, she mentioned wanting to go to a different college as her high school friends so that she could start anew, and i think that-- bc she's living on the side of campus that most freshmen don't live on-- she expected that she wouldn't really see my around college much, when we've actually run into each other like. almost once a day bc i'm living there too lol. so i don't know if she still wants to just pretend i don't exist, or if she'd prefer to make things amicable between us bc we're living so close together, bc she clearly gets like. really awkward whenever we try to pass by each other.

i mean tbh i don't think i really want to be her friend anymore, bc even though i get her reasoning behind this it's still a pretty shitty thing to do lol and it's not the first shitty thing she's done to me, but i also don't want us to both just pretend we don't see each other every day we pass by each other like we're currently doing, you know??)