Are you only considering the pill method? I don't know what state you live in, but $800 seems high! Have you looked for all the clinics in your area? I am not 100% about the difference in cost between the medical and surgical procedures, but I went with the surgical procedure and at my local Planned Parenthood, it was only about $500 and I believe they are able to work with you if you cannot afford that. Give them a call, they are super helpful. They are kind and non-judgy, and will answer any question you have.

As far as a natural miscarriages, there's tons of sites that talk about how ingesting large amounts of vitamin C could induce miscarriage, but from I read, it's not likely to work. Your best bet would be to call around to some clinics in the area, talk to the people that work there, they will help you.

You're not alone.. I, and many other women have felt the exact same sense of fear and desperation that you feel, and I can promise you, that it's going to be okay.