Gf I've dated almost for a year seems to be losing interest or something. 10 months of bliss have been great, then last month she stopped touching me when we were out. Hugs, grabbing me around the waist or shoulder, and back scratches have mostly all stopped. She says she's not a touchy type of person but I really need that feeling of being loved and wanted. Otherwise why would I be in a relationship? I survived 5 years without a gf before her and am perfectly capable of being alone. The sex is also great but she never initiates anyway so it's all just making me upset and think that I'm not actually wanted or desired.

I haven't had a single issue with her for 11 months and 3 weeks, but it's all building up and going to stem from this. Me believing she may have lost interest will decrease my self esteem, make me doubt her honesty and interest in our relationship, make me continuously think she'll only touch me because I said something about it rather than it come from love and admiration, and I'm sure many other issues will present themselves later. I hate that this doubt is creeping into my relationship but it's the strangest thing to feel lonely while in one.