I don’t know if it was hell I saw or not, but I committed suicide at 16 and my death experience was not all light and love... I had a choice of what you might term hell - or to come back here. Obviously I chose here. What I saw ‘there’ (my other choice) was not where I would wish my worst enemy. I had no sense of time so I can not say if eternity was ahead of me or not, or even how long I struggled with the decision - seemed a long time as I was surprised at the short time that had passed when I returned.

Lesson learned. Do not take your own life. The vibration you end with is very low. And sad. Hard to climb out of I imagine... might seem like an eternity I suppose.