sigh i know you will ignore this but im just replying so others don’t spam my thread spouting the same shit. “Do as I say not what I do” is your mentality. It is the reason I put that disclaimer in my post. Everyone who says exactly what you said on drug reliance is already addicted to drugs themselves. Mom talk always boils down to this. From chastity, drug use to sticking up for yourself its the same thing every time.

What you’re doing is like if you told someone with ADHD to try to figure it out without amphetamines, because “you should not be flirting with the idea of taking a drug for a long period of time. Once that reliance sets in, it is extremely hard to come back from.”

I am broken before drugs. I have a terrible personality before I take the plunge. There’s nothing for me to lose, it’s the last resort. No Mom talk please, unless you’ve lived a life of purity and are drug-free stop telling others to avoid drugs. We both know it’s better living through chemistry