Thing is man we live in a small town. No other girls are interesting. Tourists come by and some are interesting but then they are gone. I think this is why we both end back up together man. Definitely plays a part.

I got a place to stay in a different country I was thinking of going to just to get the fuck out of here for a while. I was hoping to leave the same day she gets back but I got shit to do so It'll probably be a week or two.

I know she will be messaging me things. She's messaged me some videos we made together in the past. I think I'm going to block her. I'm honestly worried she may show up at my place. My goal is to stay in and focus on work before I get out of dodge.

I do think a good hate fuck would be nice I won't lie before I leave. Knowing her she would film it like she has in the past and send it to me later.

I've helped myself a lot these past months just trying to be better. The level of manipulation I've dealt with is bad man. I may end up moving to be honest.

I think that's waaaay more comment than you bargained for bro haha