What secret are you keeping from your significant other?

So so many at this point. I lie about almost everything these days, since he thinks it's his right and his responsibility to micromanage and control every part of my life.
I work and he doesn't, he doesn't work by choice. But he'd freak out if he knew that I had to spend $1000 to get my truck fixed, so that I would have brakes again and not be afraid that one of the tires will fall off. The truck that I pay insurance and gas for to get to the job that I work every day to support us both. He freaked out when I told him it was only $500. Ah well.
He has no idea how much I spent on Christmas. He would flip his shit. If I didn't buy us stuff, who would? I deserve to have a nice Christmas every ten years or so. We've been together for 11 years and this is the first year I have a tree OR wrapped presents underneath it. I also spoiled my friends.
I lie about my caloric and carbohydrate intake because if I don't he will try to stuff more food into me, despite complaining about my weight for years, despite the 39lbs I have lost eating MY way for the last three, almost four months.

 

Since I know people are going to tell me to leave...
Yes I know it's not a healthy relationship. Yes I'm ready for a divorce. It's an emotionally abusive relationship, when I argue with him, my apartment and my belongings get broken. We're married so I can't legally kick him out, according to the police that I have consulted three different times. If we have a domestic dispute and the cops are called they can only keep him away for one day. My name is the only name on the lease, and it's for another 9 months, to leave this relationship I would have to abandon the lease, and somehow get him evicted after I leave, before he burns down the complex, or tries to destroy it in some other way.

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