Hello stranger. My wife was hospitalized for 12 days because of this. She also had psuedocysts. This was 7 months ago.

I can't stop drinking. I go through a 1.75 liter of ketel one every 2/3 days. I have been to rehab twice, one for alcohol at 20, then since I couldn't drink I started heroin, back to rehab at 24/25

I'm 10 years clean off heroin and give back to the community heroin threads by offering advice.

I need words of encouragement. I'm to embarrassed to ask my friends. I can easily drink 12-20 shots a day, depending on my work schedule. I'm a 35 year old Male and dont want to die. I know I watched my wife on her death bed in the hospital with this.

Thank you in advance.