Sadly I don’t have any memories of experiences like that. I have a memory disorder that prevents those kinds of memories from forming. I can remember some details about stuff I have done, but nothing sticks out special. Emotion (and re-experience) makes a memory special, my memories don’t have emotions. No video-style memory either, just picture.

At least I can remember how to do things and don’t need to have a bunch of notes for stuff I have learned how to do. But I can’t even remember my gpa who died when I was 24 (am 27 now). I know I loved him a lot and looked up to him, but I don’t remember him.

Good side to this is bad things from my past can’t haunt me cause I can’t remember the experience, so there’s that.