This is interesting. I have some amount of social anxiety as well but the part about not being enough motivation is huge. I'm really concerned by how much I just dont enjoy hanging out with people anymore. I like to every once in a while but I would almost always prefer to stay in my room and watch Netflix. The only exception is seeing my girlfriend but even then, as much as I love seeing her, it feels nice to be back home when I leave.

Growing up, I always thought of myself as an extrovert because I was so social. I don't know what changed but maybe I've always been this way. This whole comment thread is so close to my own biggest personality flaw that it's kind of jarring.