All of this happened in less than a month: I got robbed and they took away my iPhone XR that I fully paid with money from my work and still couldn't buy me a new one. I was forced to leave my previous job, which I loved, because I developed a romantic relashionship with a co-worker and that wasn't allowed. I then started working on something different in the same building, on the worst schedule possible, mostly doing something that I hate. I couldn't bear it for more than a month and asked out. I've developed anxiety since then. I take an ambien to sleep almost daily. I've also developed a gambling problem trying to make money to pay my bills. I feel like crying everytime I lose money on a gambling platform, but I just can't cry. My life is pathetic.