Just a little background: When I was in sixth grade, my parents suddenly tells me that my real mom was my sister and they were my grandparents already. But sister never treated me like her daughter (not even a sister. We were never close). So my sister's (birth mom) husband is technically my step-dad, right? Yeah.

So in sixth grade, my "step-dad" sexually abused me. I was so scared to tell anybody because I didn't want to ruin my sister's family so it kept happening until, third year (high school), my ex-gf convinced me to tell my other sister. Apparently, she was also raped by this asshole. So we both tell the whole family, they cried, apologized and stuff to me. Told me how furious they were, how they wanted him behind bars/dead, and how they're gonna help me file for (at least) a restraining order. A year passed, it never happened. Parents (grandparents) blame me and other sister for not filing the thing. Now, they all hang out like they never wanted him dead lol. They invite him over from time to time here for drinks or for certain occasions and stuff like that. I always lock myself in my room or go out when that happens. I don't even go out for water or food because I was scared af to even see or hear him (hell, seeing someone who looks like him gives me panic attacks). Yes, I starve and stuff in my room until the occasion is over (which usually lasts from 9am to 12-1am ugh. Thank goodness my room's got its own bathroom). My mom (grandmother) once got mad at me because of that and told me to just forget about it and forgive him. I got so mad that it made me raise my voice at her for the first time ever (not the first time she pissed me the fuck off but this one pushed me to my limits). Sister (mom) suddenly makes this facebook status saying how I was a liar and that I'd go to hell (she even quoted something about lying in the bible lol) and how my other sister and I "seduced" her husband (like hell we would. He's fucking ugly. I don't even know why she married him). This made me feel like shit because they blame me for being sexually abused and now they don't believe that it even happened. So, eh.

I'm so sorry if this is so confusing and stuff but hey, feel free to ask me questions. I don't really mind. :)