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I have been in love with my best friend for 8 long years. As I'm writing this. He is asleep right across the room from me. So, I'll try and make this brief.

We met at our ex workplace back in 2009. Neither of us wanted a real relationship back then. As back in 2007 I was dumped by my fiance for another woman and before that he had a similar situation happen to him. We decided to be FWB's. We'll doesn't matter. Since our first night out on a date back in 09 I adored him. It's been on and off because. A) I found a guy who wanted to be more with me back in 2015. Though. He ghosted me. Though, I admitted my feelings to the FWB/Bestie back then and he shrugged off saying he wanted to stay a bachelor...even though I really wanted to be his girl instead of the ghosters girl. B) FWB/Bestie wanted kids and I don't ever. Tonight he admitted to me the first time that he actually really didn't want them and was childfree like me. This is AWESOME. I think he's also wants something more now. He's warming up to the idea and I love love love that!!!! I am happy for once in my life. I think he's starting to understand how much I actually love him and always have since our first date. And, I think he's warming up to me love wise as well.

I hope he doesn't reddit. Especially since I found a few people from my hick town on here before. LMAO. I don't think he does. And, even if he did....does he even know my username? If I find out he's a redditor. I'll delete this.

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