who’s that person that you wonder if they still think about you? what’s your story with them?

I read this and started wondering about my first love so I googled her name and it turns out she died a couple of years ago.

We were young and in love (16/17), that special kind of first love you know? We were crazy about each other. But we were young and silly and dramatic and things turned sour. I still have the physical and mental scars.

I worked hard to get over them and, even though I thought of her from time to time, I was content to never contact her again. Besides she had blocked me on social media when we broke up so I had no way to reach her.

I was going through some bad personal problems a while ago and not dealing well mentally and her name pops up on my Facebook messenger. It was the usual “Hi how are you?” But my immediate reaction was to block her because I could not go through any more. I can’t for the life of me remember when it was I received that message.

It said in the article I read that she was suffering from depression and psychotic episodes prior to her accidental death. Now I can’t help but wonder if she was reaching out to me for some closure, if she hadn’t done as good a job as I had in picking myself up after our relationship.

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