We’re all insignificant if you zoom out far enough. Embracing that can be liberating.
Life is absurd – like how tf did we end up here lol. Might as well fuck around and seek some joy while our weird meat bag bodies are still functioning. Even finding joy in small things is enough to make life worth it, because life IS meaningless by default.
Would you quit a game just because you can’t form deep connections with NPC’s and they spout the same robotic shit on loop? Fuck em! They’re non-factors.
Go play your game. If you find something that creates joy within YOU and make it your purpose –without trying to validate yourself through the lens of others – those reasons to live and meaningful relationships will reveal themselves to you and they’ll be generated from YOUR values thus inherently dope.
I’ve been where you are and know how much it hurts. Sending good energy to ya homie, try to have fun while it lasts ✌️