Yes, I'm ftm. I'm pursuing a bottom op atm.

> Do you find it hard to find men interested in sex with you or snuggling and why do you pay them?

I don't do it seriously. I've never had sex, because I have too much genital dysphoria. I think I won't ever have sex, because I'm not comfortable with the idea of outing myself. I had to out myself a couple of times on dating apps and it always feels like I'm lying. I'm just a man, but in the current societal understanding of who transsexuals are, to people I'm just 'a trans person'.

But generally yea, I get attracted to straight men so I flirt with them. Straight men are used to homoerotic banter so they're comfortable until they realize you're actually sexually interested in men. But the again, straight men tend to suffer from lack of interest from women, so they tend to stay around, because they love the positive attention.