I've always wanted to fly, but now I'll never pass an FAA medical exam that ended up just making my MH worse. Knowing that I'm physically capable but I can't even get the chance at failing it where if I had a physical issue I may still be able to do it.

I also lie to people about the reason I got out and blame it on a back injury(actual injury), because it's easier that way instead of having to talk about my MH issues. My wife is the only one who actually knows what transpired and why I was medically discharged.

I'm grateful I have help from the VA and my family has financial stability, but I wouldn't wish either mental or physical disability on anyone they both suck.