"I refuse to teach them "adult" things..."

"I don't want them to be full of themselves so I tell them daily they are worthless, ugly, stupid..."

All I can say is I'm grateful I don't have a mom like you. If you didn't want kids, you should have used protection. You don't get to treat them like shit just because you didn't want them. They are living people, you have an obligation to teach them how to live an interact in the world.

I can't even tell if this post is real or a kid pretending to be their mom because they're upset. Like, you're on that level of so little self awareness, I have no idea if you can tell how much of a fucking horrible parent you're describing yourself as.