My heart started racing because the first paragraph is literally my husband. He got a little better after anti depressants, but he's constantly criticizing me. Literally constantly. He was calling me out today for taking the extra 2 minutes to go to a light to do a u turn while driving instead of pulling into one of the shops to turn around. I feel like I can't do anything without him getting upset and telling me how it's wrong. I'm going insane. If I get upset he's telling me that i'm taking it personal, but oh my jesus how is it not personal when he's literally calling me out on everything.

He also is incredibly upset if he isn't high and playing call of duty. Being a dad to two small children is hard, but he spends at least 2 hours a day in the shed getting high. And when I say at least I mean AT LEAST. It's usually more. And he only sits in his one stupid chair playing call of duty all day until he goes to work. Oh but i'm the stay at home parent so I have it easy. He wouldn't even watch them for 2 hours every 4 weeks so I could get my nails done with my sister and mom without texting me saying he can't handle them and they're too much. BUT I HAVE IT EASY WHEN I'M HOME WITH THEM ALL DAY. The only time I have to myself is when they're asleep and I usually fall asleep with them. Today I did three loads of laundry, 2 loads of dishes, picked up the living room twice, swept, went to target, went to the bank and MADE HOMEMADE PLAY DOUGH. With our two boys. That he can't handle. I wouldn't even mind this that much if he just left me be. If he just stopped telling me everything i'm doing wrong constantly. Because i'm not. I'm fucking amazing.

I need a divorce.