Fuck you. Are you horny for rejection? Is that why you've partnered with a man who's physically incapable of reproduction?
Or do you suck the smegma off his FUPA on the way to his dick?
Stop posting.
Stop living [the life you live]. Seek help.
You can be healthy. At best you're in a toxic enabling family! That's the fucking best you can hope for is fucking shoveling pizza into this dude's mouth, and like.... as for you, well. There's five years' of evidence that you need to shut the fuck up and sit down and get a god. damned. job.
I'm not the first and I won't be the last.
I'm not offering you help. IDGAF, I guess. I need help too. But delete this entire account.
Get some self respect.