I don't know. I gotta be honest with you though, noise isn't entirely all that's preventing me from reading comics. i have really bad anxiety and OCD and it kind of makes me obsess over everything.

My life would probably be amazing if I didn't have anxiety and OCD, because I'm really fortunate in every other aspect of my life.

I mean, when I say I obsess over everything, I do obsess over almost everything. And it gets in the way of me enjoying many of the things I love, whether it's music or movies or comic books or tv or whatever, I can find something to obsess about in almost anything.

And I don't want to find something to obsess about in everything I try to enjoy, but somehow about 75% of the time I do.

I'm taking medication for the OCD and anxiety, but it only helps about 50-55%. Recently I've been obsessing about something personal and I would have periods where I would get over it, but whenever I started doubting myself and it became a problem again, I would put just about everything in my life on hold except for college.

I'd just stop reading comics and watching movies, and the only thing I could really do is watch comedies and listen to music and play guitar, and with the latter two I would sometimes still encounter issues.

The issue in question isn't bothering me anymore, but even without it I still find stress in many things which should be relaxing in life.

I guess everyone has their cross to bear, so to speak. I guess if I didn't have really bad anxiety I'd have some other problem.

Anyway, if you've read this far thanks for taking the time to do so, I appreciate being able to get this off of my chest.