Can somebody please talk to me ? :(

Hey no problem, you are not late at all, I just woke up :) But thanks so much for reaching out to me! I'm feeling really overwhelmed and terrible because . I had a huge falling out with one of my best friends, and she said some really hurtful things I couldn't ever expect from her. It's been 9 days since that talk, and I miss her so much and want to let her know I forgive her and want things back. I didn't say anything bad to her that day, but she is still very upset at me, and it kills me on the inside to know that :( She was the last one to respond, and I haven't said anything back since that day, and I am so confused. The thing is, I'm feeling ready to talk again, but I don't know what exactly to say. I was going to send these two messages "Hey I've been thinking about you" "It's a lonely feeling when I have a joke, a meme, or any small thing in general that I would usually tell you about, and realizing you aren't there to show and laugh about it with, I miss you" But im uncertain :( We were so close, and I had trusted and respected her so much our entire friendship so this whole situation happening has put my life on pause and I've been feeling absolutely lost since then

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