There are some days that just don't work out. In 3 months, you'll see your progress. Right now, try and record your gameplay or remember what you do wrong, go into customs and set up situations with friends or by yourself, to plan for what you would do in certain situations. I also like to record "good days" and compare them to "good days" I recorded weeks or months ago. You really see improvement in the way you play. If you need to, you can even draw up a map sketch or go on a website that has the maps (because we all forget parts of maps sometimes) and plan your moves in game with the maps. As long as you know the maps, you will be able to perform and improve.