Hey OP, if you're still viewing the thread then here's what I wrote but it was deleted (sorry for replying to you but I can't make parent comments on a deleted post).
Well first, you should be asking in asktrp or theredpill. Few if any of these women have ever successfully picked up and nailed a chick, let alone had an LTR with one. Second, your problem is that you were a huge bitch for the entire relationship and she couldn't handle it.
She is very beautiful, but so are many other girls as well. The thing that caught my attention was how sweet, kind and feminine she was to everyone. After dating for a month, I had the opportunity to get to know her better and discovered what I though at the time was the most beautiful heart I’ve ever encounter in my life. A kind soul with a humble view of the world and a great desire to live a happy life.
She almost married you? I'm surprised she didn't gag. Why would you think this way of her if you were good enough to be fucking other women, therefore having options and experience? Nobody wants this gooey shit. Disney lied, no woman is like that.
I made sure I was a good man, and I can truly say it was a wonderful relationship full of love, respect and a lot of fun too. Every time we would talk about something, I made sure to share my opinions and values and how I live my life.
Biiiiiiiiiiitch. Sharing feelings is something you do sporadically to make women feel secure. You don't just unload that shit on her. You're her rock, she's not yours. Sorry if you don't like double standards.
after making sure my feelings for her where not infatuation, I told her that I loved her. She said she loved me too and was eagerly waiting for me to say it so she didn’t have to bit her tongue.
Never say that you love her first. It makes you look like a bitch.
A couple of months after that, I started to plan my proposal.
You planned a proposal after seven months? Jesus man, grow some balls. No wonder she didn't want any of it. Women like men with standards because anyone else is a bitch who she shouldn't be willing to pair up with. If you're that excited over having a girlfriend that you'll wife it after seven months then you must not be the kind of man who can get pussy and if you're not that kind of man, why would she be with you?
I wish I could tell you there were signs that something was wrong about the relationship. I saw her as my future wife and the future mother of my children, so I lived my life with honesty and integrity.
Then you need to read more red pill. There's ALWAYS signs. You're not ready to be married.
The breakup itself happened very fast. I didn’t see it coming. Four days before, we talked about the things we wanted do in the future, she told me how much she loved me and how happy she was with me.
Yeaaahhhh. You went off and spilled how excited you were that a woman actually likes you, said some overcommitting beta shit, and she couldn't stand the idea of spending the rest of her life with a man who has no balls.
I straight up asked her if she was indeed breaking up with me and she said: yes. I asked her why, and she said that she initially thought she could deal with me not having papers but she can’t, there was too much uncertainty. It could take three months, it could take ten years, and she didn’t want to do that. I naively, told her that our case is not like that, but she had made up her mind.
Yeah, she didn't give a fuck about the papers. Just an excuse. She didn't want you to know that it's because you're a bitch. Go lift, bro.
What happened during those four days?
No. It's what happened since you made it clear that you're lifelong commitment, the most valuable resource a man has, is worth seven months of gooey sappy beta bullshit to a woman who couldn't even have kids. Now, obviously it's a thing that you'd end up a childless woman if she's barred from having them but you could have at least made it seem like a challenge or like there was something she, or any woman for that matter, could have done to deter you.