Day 1 for me too!

42F, 5'4", SW/CW: 190, GW: 130's

I'm the heaviest I've ever been in my life, and I've gained about 50lbs just in the last year. I'm so uncomfortable, and I'm at a weird point where regular sizes don't fit but plus sizes are still too big. I can't even find new clothes that fit well.

I hate seeing pictures that have been taken of me, I feel like I don't even look like myself anymore.

And the biggie.... I'm going to be in a beach destination wedding later on this year. I can't even imagine doing that in the state I'm in now.

I feel like I have more challenges than I normally would, but I'm just going to have to figure out solutions for the things I can help and suck it up for the things I can't. The two biggest being I really, really, really hate to cook, and I'm staying with family right now and cooking for myself is kind of an inconvenience. I'm also working two jobs, one of which has about a 2.5 hr daily commute time.

I don't think I eat a lot, but my diet has been mostly garbage the past year or so and I've had no time or energy to exercise. These things will have to change.