I have all sorts of friends and I try to hang out with many of them...but because I am newly successful...they seem to feel the need to get off on ignoring me after already setting a date for an event. So, I just stick with my interns and my home girls. I told a girl I was in love with that I want her...she told me, "If you want me, you'll have to give me $5,000 a day," I told her, "You don't want to tell people that, it'll make you look like something you don't want to look like," she said, "bitch, bye," after I trolled her for a few weeks afterward only to tell her that I only date super intelligent women since I find that very attractive. Leading up to that point, she was very receptive.

But, whenever I try to hang out with someone, it'll work out 60% of the time...but I feel like so many people are too judgemental on things they have no clue about (I know this is preaching to the choir, but it's so annoying and I've probably been guilty of it too).

Fun fact, my friend, a famous rock singer, has done more things for me than any other girl I have met. I had a girlfriend who was a great singer and I bought her all the equipment she needed to start doing her own stuff and voice over work for me (she never got around to it cuz she was too busy). But, my friend is so gung-ho about it, she lets me direct her. She's even the woman on my phone recording.

I'm really debating on whether or not telling her more than I already told her. I already thanked her for working with me all these years on videos and she was really grateful for it. In fact, I should probably date her because I was able to talk to her about things I don't tell many people (gosh, making a rockstar my confidant...). One day soon, I'm going to buy her a plane ticket and fly her in for work and fun. She was recently down (emotionally speaking) and I had to inspire her to get back into singing because she told me that it's an issue that she can't play an instrument. I told her, "You know ____, your voice is your instrument, you don't need to play one, you are the instrument." Now she's back into it and going to be performing some big concerts. She's done concerts with 10,000 and I told her she's my favorite rock star, which she is, I listen to her songs too much. It's weird, I feel like her music describes me in certain ways and she probably knows it too.