Dear Reddit, how many of you begin to type responses to a thread, only to delete everything you said and move on? Why?

I was going to bring up coherence therapy/memory reconsolidation, how it fixed my depression, and how it felt before and after I was cured. But no..

I used to think bringing it up would be a good thing because it literally changed my life and I wanted to let people know there's hope for them to get out of their depression hole. Letting them know what to look for. My neuroticism was 94 before this therapy. I had BPD levels of neuroticism. And now it's at 35. Existing itself feels completely different. There's no pressure, or feeling like I need/want a lobotomy. No more self harm or suicidal thoughts. It's gone. I almost felt high the first time I noticed myself "feeling normal" and started crying. It was such a relief.

But I stopped talking about it a while ago. Whenever I brought it up, especially on fb, it seemed like more people wanted to be depressed than people who didn't. Otherwise, they wouldn't have been so volatile about it. When I posted to say there have been incredible improvements in psychology in the past 15 years and posted a list of what coherence therapy has cured from their website, I was called a hundred names including a "scammer" for a book I didn't write, tons of people insulted the therapy, and called memory reconsolidation itself bs.
(despite it being recognized by the APA and having thousands of scholarly articles written about it...)
So I just decided it wasn't worth it anymore. If someone really did want help, they would just find it themselves like I did. I catch myself about to talk about it sometimes and delete the whole post. Almost deleted it here too.

/r/AskReddit Thread