Because God has made me so unattractive and undesirable to the opposite sex that I have just accepted it. I just feel like God has never and will never want me to experience love. And I'm sorry, but I think you're wrong when you say a life of singleness doesn't mean loneliness... Usually singles are pretty lonely.

I have to agree. I have been waiting for a love that is never going to to happen. I, like you, have been cursed by life. I am apparently paying the price for my parents sins. I was born out of wedlock, am so unattractive that I have less than 5 pictures of myself in 55 years. All the photos I am by myself because like deadpool, people just look away when they see me.

I have given up trying to find someone and am just going to live like God is my S.O. since that is what He apparently wants. I have to tell myself that he wants me for himself. Because if I think about it too much, I can get bitter. Being bitter about it is really not helpful. As much as I want to hate God for this, I can't. I don't know why.