I have been racking my brain recently trying to figure out a way to not need anyone. The plan is kind of obscure for the moment, but I'm going with baby steps and feeling good about myself when I reach a milestone. Getting that diagnosis was the first milestone. If I understand myself better, I feel I can navigate the world better on my own. Might be wrong, but as sure as hell will try. Step two is my driver's license (always been very afraid to drive, so this is huge) and step three is making sure I can support myself financially. I won't get there next month, but I'm feeling very positive about my chances since my diagnosis. Like, what didn't make sense before still doesn't, but now I know it probably never will, it's fine, I can deal with that. Don't know if I'm making myself clear :D