Why is this so hard

I'm in the same situation. University, work, gym, perfect diet, sleep schedule, everything, with nothing external to really show for it. I feel I'm progressing myself but I don't really know what that means. Social life is just a disaster. Interactions are pleasant, I'm undoubtedly attractive, and I'm surrounded by literally thousands of people but never connect with anyone. Very few people talk to me or start a conversation. Maybe I'm doing something wrong, maybe it's inside my head, but that's just the case.

It's funny to see some of the socialites, also. I really don't understand what they do that I can't. Either way I'm just going to keep doing what I'm doing and eventually I'll become perfect enough that people will have to talk to me, I don't know. That's the most logical reasoning I can think of.

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