Yes. The world is a fucking dystopia.

A world in which suffering beings, in order to live, must kill and devour other suffering beings is like a cheap trash horror movie created in delirium tremens by a sadistic psychopath.

I didn't ask to be born into this hell. I was thrown up here without my consent, doomed to suffering from birth. violence, want, old age, sickness, infirmity and death. All I can do is try to minimize suffering and not give birth to new creatures in a world where they will be subject to suffering.

Any of my happiness is bought at the cost of torture and murder of other beings who feel suffering. Even if I just sit and enjoy the clouds, for this I needed to kill someone, because the brain needs energy and biochemistry works on food.

Not eating meat is a radical reduction in the amount of suffering, but they are still caused - when plowing the fields, insects, mice, birds, snakes, and so on are killed. The truck driver who brought me the beans 100% ate the bacon. What about oil production?

Any form of life can only exist by devouring and causing suffering to other life forms. Any form of life, existence and consciousness is suffering is evil and is not needed. Life is a living hell, there is too much suffering in the world to want to live. Life is not needed.