Weed since 14. Occasionally benzos and opiates supplied by my parents at 15. Eventually from 16-17 I got a script for klonopin for anxiety. 1mg twice a day for a year and a half. Getting off it was the worst withdrawal I've experienced. After getting off klonopin, I got an adderall script for 30mg XR. Eventually the comedowns were unbearable and I stopped taking after 4-5 months.

I was smoking weed everyday and went through a period where I would take fat dabs every morning before school, then smoke a gpen while at school, then smoke more when I got home. I was on klonopin mostly when I smoked so I was high everyday at school.

After I got off those prescriptions, I started dabbling in opiates more. I took perc 10s, then started snorting dilaudid, moved to oxy 30s, then opanas IR and ER (stronger than oxy, pharmaceutical heroin basically). At 19 I tried cocaine. Used it quite a bit from age 20-21.

Im now 21, and I did get my adderall script back but for IR 30mg which I like better. I feel my drug use definitely wasn't good for me at such a young age. I still take xanax, coke occasionally, adderall, weed, opiates occasionally.

I want to stop but its hard when its been such a long time without being sober..