I once cheated on my gf with a mutual friend of ours. We just kissed and I was drunk af but thats still no excuse. I am very much aware of how much of an asshole I am, already thanks for the reminder. This happend two years ago and our relationship is better than ever atm, but I still have those nightmares where I am back in the day when I told her what happend and she cried because of something I did to her. Cried over something i did to the one human I love the most. That feeling is the worst feeling folks and if I learned one thing in my 21 years, than it would be that something like this will never EVER happen again in my life. I am so grateful for the second chance and in some way the well deserved nightmares remind me to stay grateful as long as I have the chance to share my life with this beautiful woman.

Still, sometimes a uninterrupted night with healthy sleep would be relieving. Thats why I would choose this event.