Using Tor for obvious reasons.

When I was 18 I was in a friend's house with his 13-years old sister, at the time I didn't know her age and she seemed to be 2 years younger or so. For some reason she rested her head on my lap and I caressed her hair and it wasn't something sexual for me. Each one had their own room and since I had my head full of valium and alcohol so I went to my room earlier and blacked out.

I woke up in the middle of the night with a girl kissing me on her underwear on top of me, it was the girl and I just let it happen as I was too high to care. Things got friskier and friskier from there but we didn't have sex as she didn't want it. The next day I was conscious but we kept doing that thing, kissing and rubbing against each other. We met a couple of times after that but then it stopped, she got mad at me for some reason I don't remember and I dropped it because I didn't care too much. We never had sex.

Lots of people in the city got word of what happened, not because she was 13 but because I cheated on my girlfriend with her. People didn't seem to care she was 13, at the time I never thought about her being young and it was only when I got in my late twenties that I gained consciousness that what I did was wrong. I told to my therapist about what happened and he kind of ditched off saying that it wasn't that bad and was probably a joyous experience for her.

Right now I'm glad she can't sue me anymore due to the statue of limitations and I hope that I didn't harm her development.

This isn't something I'm going to do ever again but I keep my mouth shut and if this ever got out, people would probably start thinking that I'm some creepy pedophile.