I'm super shy- really super shy. I was raised never to look men in the eye nor smile.

It really makes it hard to meet men this way. My daughter is a heroin addict and was in the county jail. I was never touched but an officer made his intentions very clear- I filed a complaint and the next 'visitation' day I sat for over six hours.

I spoke with a female neighbor because I was flipping my shit- she told me that there had been a black truck parked near their house for a few nights. Great- I'm being stalked.

The next night someone broke into the house- I called the police and they patrol the area three times a night. Neighbors can only verify how often they come by because I go to sleep early and wake the same as I have an 86-87 year old Uncle to deal with-making sure the house does not burn down while he insists on making breakfast.

Long story fucking short- I went to the prison to see my daughter- 6 hours one way- motel expense- was told I was not on the "visitation list" even though I called and verified before I left for a six hour drive.

Get there and nope- fuck off lady- your her mother but she somehow forgot to place you on the list of people to visit.

I've lost it- fuck me right. After my 10 minute encounter of the facility, I now have six hours to drive back.

I consider myself a proper Southern woman. I have not been laid in 15 years! I'm stressed as fuck. Long drive for nothing.

I need to relieve some stress- so I shower and gas up in my car and there is a super cute guy that is looking at me- fuck my life at this point.

Again, I'm an idiot. I invite him over....he pumps me with a condom about 5-7 times.......gets dressed and leaves saying he will be back soon.

And he did come back.....stole my fucking car and will soon steal the shit I have in my room.

My neighbors are a complete other matter- depends on which ones your talking about.

I have no car, job nor finances to get "counseling" God fucking bless America.