For me was having almost every girlfriend cheat on me, at first hurt a lot but would fantasize about it after they left me. One of them was really into talking about it during sex and always thought it was talk and I found out she was telling me things she actually did so guess that was a real cuckolding but I was oblivious. Then a couple yrs into my last marriage I told her she could sleep with others and she said NO she didnt want to but turns out she was already and left me for another man. And now this one I wanted it but turns out she wanted it more and I never even got to ask before she forced it upon me. She was aware of some of the past while we were dating so possible she wanted a cuck husband or new she could turn me into one?