I've been realising that people won't necessarily think I'm a loser just because I think I am

I have these feelings a lot I was bullied from 1st grade till high school always about my looks or weight or because I'm a girl who isn't girly or for being a Lesbian and sometimes it's hard not to see yourself as others see you, I just find that I can't seem to really connect with people on a deeper level like when I was in high school I had two best friends that I did everything with all the time but of course life happens things change and as adult now I find it impossible to meet real friends I wonder a lot if it's just me i get told how cool i am and blah blah but then it seems like no one wants to connect I've tried online in person in groups I'm always the odd one out and I don't get why

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