Fell strong ? It isn’t a game for him and I. I never wanted you to cut me off my ex and I have BPD and he has NPD and other issues. It’s a challenge but he’s worth it no doubt. I wish he’d stop running or forcing distance when he’s gotten emails countless fb audios and chats I’ve sent to ease any of his worries and it’s ok he left me to lose my mind. Because this pain has been molding me and I lost him and you don’t love someone and ignore them. You just don’t you wouldn’t have a heart you can’t even care for a human if you do that. But I love unconditionally and I’ve been and done bad things I’ve been a shit ass lover once. And I’ve learned who I can be and now I’d never do as before.