Sorry that happened to you. But I agree with what someone said earlier, I am a woman that doesn’t want biological children and if a man does not have the equipment for that in the first place it would 110% put him higher on my list of potential suitors! (You didn’t mention if you wanted biological children or not since you said you saved sperm... but I find that myself and many of my female friends don’t and that’s quite a harsh conversation with a S.O....if I could avoid that entirely and find someone that can’t have kids it would make things so much stressful on my end!) Also- as a woman I can say If I had a one night stand or slept with someone without balls, I wouldn’t be less turned on or have any less sexual desire towards them. I may as a question after a second meeting but that’s that! Wish you the best!