First if all its okey to be single. Dont stress over that.

It sounds like your awkwardness is the thing standing in your way. And you can fix that. There is a lot of people that have gotten basically totally rid of their awkwardness. Its just a matter if learning/relearning how to socialize in a way that shows the great qualities you have.

You can start with being aware of how you act and interact and then comparing with a person you think is good at this. There is lot of books and info online on how to improve on this.

And then you just have to practice. Put yourself in situations you would be awkward in as often as possible. Meet with more people. Go on more dates. Be aware of yourself and how you act and what responses you get.

If you are ugle tuff luck. But being awkward you can fix, even though it takes some work. Good luck ;)