Yes I am financially dependent in some ways since my boyfriend has a zillion times more money than me, he doesn't seem to mind at all since the expenses aren't that big I would get a job but I am still only learning the language here (it's going fast but has only been 2 months so far)

I have a children's saving account with money saved up that I can use in the worst case scenario, a plane ticket is cheap compared to that and my family is welcoming of me coming back home. But we have already discussed worst case scenario, of course neither of us want to think of such a crude thing as breaking up but he cares a lot about me, not at all like someone who would abuse or use power against me or be manipulative, he would let me stay here for weeks until I figure something out. We have been together for 2 years so far however and I feel like it won't end any time soon because we are both truly happy in each others company.

How expensive is therapy? Again since I essentially live in a country where I cannot really speak the language (and the natives cant speak english well AT ALL) the options for doctors and therapy are extremely limited...