I take the suicide threats serious. It can happen to anyone and it is very difficult time. I have an ex I was madly in love with that was/still is trying to ruin my life. I got down. I didn’t threaten. I didn’t tell anyone. I wrote here on Reddit about it. Unbeknownst to me at the time, she was stalking me and found it. She didn’t help..... she sent out copies to people that would not help.

That’s not just hate/anger that allows a person to ignore someone they made want to die. That is a lack of decency.

I was not bluffing. I was a dead man walking. To me in my head and feelings there were no ifs, ands, or buts about it I was doing it 100% because of her. To appease her, retribution for how she ‘claims’ damage, guilt for turning her from “angel” to devil........ all the experts, therapists, and/or Reddittors could’ve told x it wasn’t her fault. When the deed was done it was my decision but I was dragged/pushed by her handiwork.

I found out a week later that she knew the whole time and wasn’t slacking up. That her and the ones she shared with were only ones that knew.
Hurt and furious were an understatement.