What can you do to make things go back to the way they were? Ummm that’s a mental challenge. Let’s be honest, your husband wants a sex doll. He’d been thinking about if for some time and didn’t anticipate the effect it clearly had on you. The rights and wrongs of this are subjective. But his fantasy has caused you pain. Is it wrong for him to have these desires? Is it wrong for you to react how you did this making him feel guilty? This is a tough one. You won’t be happy with him wanting a sex doll, which is understandable. I think if you’re both truly honest on this matter, the result is neither of you will be being totally happy with the options on the table relating to his fantasy